Well, Yesterday was Rick's birthday. The big 2-4. My little devil.. Too bad it was spent in the hospital. I was jerked awake to my sister screaming that Mindy was on the front porch. Mindy being my 'sperm donor's' Girlfriend.. I ran outside to be told to get in the car coz we're going to the hospital.. My sperm donor was having a pacemaker put in. So, at 11am off we went to the hospital.. We were informed of the risks, blahblahblah. They took him in to do the surgery.. So, me and Rick and Mindy walked over the Riley hospital coz there is a mcdonalds in there and none of us had eaten a thing. On the way over, sitting right there on the wall, the past hit me like a mack truck.. Jodi Lynn.. Yes, Jodi.. My cousin, who i used to be so close to as a kid. Was sitting right there with her 2ish year old, Hannah and her bf or husband Ronny. Of all people, I run into Jodi. I walked past her at first.. Stopped and turned around and started shaking instantly. She told me she'd recently had another little girl, Hallie. She was 2 months early but went home not too long ago and they had to take her back in.. She asked about Kelli and all that.. Then she told me that her brother, David lee, was looking for Kelli and Mom and gave me the number.. Unfortunately, I lost the number and now mom has to go find David Lee. She looks just like her momma.. Hannah on the other hand.. I don't know where she got her genes.. BIIIIIIIIIIIG blue eyes and the blondest hair.. Jodi's is a dark dark brown and Ronny's is black.. So where she got blonde I'll never know.. Anyway.
We headed on into mcdonalds, got our food, thank you Mindy for paying for mine.. And we sat down.. We're sitting there eating and discussing Rick.. Apparently he has been lying to me and her to keep us apart.. Telling her I do nothing but bitch.. And telling me he can't come see me back he has to do this or that for Mindy.. Well, we continued talking and apparently he told her 2 weeks ago he was coming with Norman, her brother, to come see me.. They never showed.. I haven't seen him in 3 months until yesterday.. He also told her he didn't know how mom or Bill was and didn't know where they lived.. Which is a lie, he came to their new house on Thanksgiving. And apparently has been telling Mindy he has talked to me on a regular basis, blahblahblah.. Well, she was furious when she found out and started going through his wallet.. Out drops a titty bar card with the name Diamond and a phone number HAND written on the back..
Well, we confronted him when he got to his room.. He outright called me a liar.. He was more worried about his relationship with Mindy than with the one with his own blood.. Mindy was irate at this point. She went off on him then walked out.. I calmly and quietly went off on him.. I told him I couldn't handle this anymore, I was sick of the stupid games and I refused to participate anymore. I told him I wouldn't be calling him, going to see him or anything. The ball was in his court.. I told him at least I loved him enough to come up the hospital with him when he didn't even call to see if I was living.. I promptly told him I was glad he made it through the surgery and that I hoped he recovered well/fast. I then told him that I loved him more than he'd ever know and to go to hell and walked out..
Every nerve in my body was on the surface of my skin.. If anyone would have touched me.. I would have crumpled to the floor and had a nervous breakdown. I sat down in front of the elevators and cried and cried and cried... Mindy was so irate she said that he would be exiting their home friday or saturday. That she was sick of him making her to be the bad guy and all the lies.. That she couldn't, and wouldn't, handle it anymore.. Rick was so supportive.. He was there for me the whole entire time, even though it was his birthday.. He held me when I cried.. He backed off when I was shaking/crying/ready to collapse if anyone touched me. He held his tongue when Asshole looked at me and flat out called me a liar.. Everything.. I couldn't ask for a better person to call my soulmate.. It was his birthday, but he sacraficed it for me.. I can't thank him enough for everything he has done for me. Baby, I love you so much, thank you..
So.. Birthdays.. Hospital.. And my past, my cousin.. All in ONE day..ONE!.. I can't believe any of it happened.. And I partially wish it hadn't've...yeah...